and now i question:
how to create a new world
within these four blank walls and how
do i establish who i am now that
i no longer have them holding me back
if the happiness in my life
is determined by my freedom
then what does it mean
when i don’t know what to do
with all this space
with all these choices
how to determine who i am
or who i should become
when i remain bound to
the images and ideals of my past
when i am uncertain about
what colours to paint these walls
when i am afraid to discover
who i will be now that i am
allowed to be me
how to create a new world
within these four blank walls and how
do i establish who i am now that
i no longer have them holding me back
if the happiness in my life
is determined by my freedom
then what does it mean
when i don’t know what to do
with all this space
with all these choices
how to determine who i am
or who i should become
when i remain bound to
the images and ideals of my past
when i am uncertain about
what colours to paint these walls
when i am afraid to discover
who i will be now that i am
allowed to be me