it is a lonely hour at the birth of the world
where we have an encounter with isolation
and we come face to face with the Real
the real terror that we have been anticipating
nails biting crescents into palms
hairs ripped from the follicle
the final face off with yourself
you're going to meet yourself
you're going to face your own insides
and you're going to spend the rest of your life in fear
terrors every single moment
for the rest of your miserable life
whenever you are liberated from distraction
whenever you allow a moment of idleness
every time you are left by yourself
at the end of the day, all alone
you will be forced to face yourself
and when you finally do
look down at yourself and see the truth
the agony will pick at your skin
pluck at your organs from within
a confrontation -
with the truth before you
pure and transparent and undeniable
you will gaze down at it
at your indisputable identity
all the thoughtlessness and tragedy
every traumatic molecule of humanity
that which has made you will then break you
compressing your consciousness
dismantling every moment of brilliance
dragging you all the way back to your birth
to finally contemplate all of your worth
where we have an encounter with isolation
and we come face to face with the Real
the real terror that we have been anticipating
nails biting crescents into palms
hairs ripped from the follicle
the final face off with yourself
you're going to meet yourself
you're going to face your own insides
and you're going to spend the rest of your life in fear
terrors every single moment
for the rest of your miserable life
whenever you are liberated from distraction
whenever you allow a moment of idleness
every time you are left by yourself
at the end of the day, all alone
you will be forced to face yourself
and when you finally do
look down at yourself and see the truth
the agony will pick at your skin
pluck at your organs from within
a confrontation -
with the truth before you
pure and transparent and undeniable
you will gaze down at it
at your indisputable identity
all the thoughtlessness and tragedy
every traumatic molecule of humanity
that which has made you will then break you
compressing your consciousness
dismantling every moment of brilliance
dragging you all the way back to your birth
to finally contemplate all of your worth